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  • I Hate You, Devil!

    I Hate You, Devil!

    Urban REINCARNATION R18 COMEDY MYSTERY SLICEOFLIFE CEO FAMILY

    4.83

    "I'm not going to let him take you away from me again!! Not in this lifetime or even the next one and the next! You can only be mine! Only mine!" ... If you were given a chance to return ten years back in time, what would you do? In every dramatic story, the wronged and scorned MC would definitely wish to spend that chance to rise again as someone smarter, wittier and stronger to seek success and revenge. That is a given. However, for Luo Xiaolei, the world rotates clockwise for her. In her previous life, Luo Xiaolei was the badass avenger. She spent her youth climbing up to the top, reclaiming what was supposed to be hers and destroying the people who tortured her when she was young, mercilessly taking revenge on the people responsible for her mother’s death. She was a survivor. However, in the end, when she finally succeeded in attaining both her revenge and goals, just when she thought that it was time for her happy ending, on her wedding night, the cycle of revenge continued and another avenger rose to take her life. In the end, she was cornered until she fell off the veranda. But she didn’t die. She miraculously returned to ten years ago. She was given the chance to re-live her life again- what will she do? Will she take the path of revenge all over again? ___ Yu Chen, the man dubbed as 'the devil' of the business world and rumored to be heartless and ruthless was the type of man in every girl's dream. He was gorgeous as hell, ultra rich and powerful, but he was rumored to be bent because of his dislike to women. But one night, a girl finally caught his attention. He decided to pursue her because he thought it was boring to get her by force. However, before he could even begin to do anything, the girl appeared before him and suddenly proposed to him. .... Thus, the pursue game, no, the pursue war began. *** Instagram @kazzenlx.x This author's other book: > I Love You, Monster > Hellbound With You *** *cover is mine so don't use it. Art by @azihidalgo

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  • Closer to Revealing My True Self

    Closer to Revealing My True Self

    Sci-fi EVOLUTION GENES

    Strong? Handsome? Savage? Badass?It's all about the intelligence quotient, my friend.————PS: Mutation shouldn't be mistaken for enlightenment.

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  • I Hate Systems

    I Hate Systems

    Fantasy ACTION ADVENTURE SYSTEM COMEDY WEAKTOSTRONG MYSTERY SUPERPOWERS SURVIVAL BETRAYAL MYTH

    4.66

    Talent? Unnecessary! Wealth? Doesn’t matter! Brain? Eat it! Even if one was the greatest of gutter trashes with zero redeemable qualities, as long as they had a System, they are bound to reach the pinnacle of life. Compass Carburettor, a dirt-poor orphan with absolutely zero f**king qualities managed to reach the peak of the business world by the age of 35, all while relying on his Money-Making System like a blinded barnacle. But at the peak of his life, he was betrayed by his System. ------------------- [Sister novel released (Same Universe): "Post-Apocalyptic Dispatch Society"] ------------------- Check out all my projects here: http://bit.ly/wn_venus ------------------- Join my Discord server: https://discord.gg/Q544Bxu Contact me through my Discord ID: Overlord_Venus#9364 Or through my email: mistameeee@gmail.com Follow me on Instagram @overlord_venus

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  • To Love And To Hate

    To Love And To Hate

    Urban R18 WEAKTOSTRONG SLICEOFLIFE VILLAIN BETRAYAL REVENGE CAMPUS CEO

    This is a story of betrayal, love lost, and love found again. Kim Haewon, radiantly beautiful and unsuspecting, finds herself irresistibly drawn to Jake Davies, a man she perceives as her knight in shining armor, who always appears miraculously at crucial moments in her life. Little does she know that their encounters were not mere coincidences, as she had assumed. Jake is a man on a mission, driven by the manipulations of his grandmother. Consumed by a thirst for revenge for his father's tragic demise, he is determined to rectify the past and reclaim what he believes is rightfully his. In order to achieve this, he sets his sights on winning the heart of Kim Haewon, the sole heiress to the fortune he seeks to acquire. However, what Jake never anticipated was the unexpected twist of fate that led him to fall deeply in love while orchestrating his deceitful plan to steal the affection of the woman he was meant to despise. Can he afford to allow love to blossom between himself and the daughter of his enemies? (Photo Credit to the real owner of cover photo! It’s not mine)

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  • Hated By The Alpha

    Hated By The Alpha

    Fantasy REINCARNATION R18 MAGIC WEAKTOSTRONG WEREWOLF POSSESSIVE IMMORTAL ABANDONED ENEMIESTOLOVERS ALPHA

    "I told you not to touch me," Audrey said."In front of people," He reminded her. Audrey could feel the smirk in his voice. ~~~Audrey's seventeen years in the Grey Blood pack were like a caged animal. She lived each day dreading the next unexpected thing the Alpha could punish her for.Audrey tried hard to understand the mysterious dream she'd been having, but nothing made sense to her, she was lost. She wished to be freed from the Grey Blood pack, but she lost all hope of survival when she found herself locked and chained in the cold dark dungeon. She hated him, she cursed him as her blood drained from her. She was happy to die and go away from that monster-alpha. Audrey awoke in a magical world where she learned everything about herself, she cultivated herself to become the strongest wolf and witch alive. One item though, led her back to the last place she wanted to be. Alpha Aloha Lake ruled the Grey Blood pack, the largest and strongest pack in the States. He was known to be brutal, even the mafia feared him. Nothing or anyone bothered him, except one; the damned bitch Audrey. He hated her, and he would make her pay for her mother's sins. But he could not kill her...yet. Alpha Lake emotionlessly stared at Audrey's bleeding body that lay on the cold dungeon floor, he ordered his beta to dispose of her without a second thought.One year later the enemies met again. Will hatred be the only emotion they share? Could they resist the fatal attraction they felt for each other?

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  • The Dance that Bordered Love and Hate (BL)

    The Dance that Bordered Love and Hate (BL)

    Keon Blythe Morningstar - the Royal Villainess of the Empire received betrayal in the hands of his own brother that he worked so hard for to become the Emperor Just before his fate was sealed to either rot in prison or die if his brother - Lawrence Morningstar wish to, his former fiancé that he toyed the life of has appeared Duke Cain Ybra sacrificed his life to obtain the three most special treasure in the Empire - The Goddess of Light’s Tears, a piece of the Dragon’s Heart, and the Philosopher’s Stone of the magicians to access the power from the legend The Duke used the power for him and Keon to return back in the past and have the Royal Villainess prevent the rising of Lawrence However, because of a coincidence, Lawrence has returned with them Watch as the Duke and the Imperial Moon of the Empire dance between the border of love and hate while preventing Lawrence from once again sitting in the Imperial Throne——Please support my new novel “Miss CEO And Her Hopeless Romantic Man”

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  • My eternal hate for the Gods

    My eternal hate for the Gods

    Fantasy ACTION REINCARNATION R18 WEAKTOSTRONG HAREM DARK TRAGEDY KINGDOMBUILDING HIGHIQ

    4.85

    Demon Lord Xalroz has finally succeeded in a victory against the heroes those Gods chose, as their champions, to fight him. Close at hand to claim the world he fought over to make it his own and for the race of his demon kind. The Gods couldn't allow it as they must enter a battle with Xalroz to prevent that from happening. The result was his defeat being destroyed from the body to the soul. A soul which didn't get destroyed but broken into five pieces that each went far and wide for the piece of Xalroz's soul to find a vessel. One is an orphan Drow baby boy whose life will be challenged by many obstacles across his path. side note: Hope you enjoy this new story and support it like the other one. oh, this book will hold dark parts from time to time, so just giving you some warning about that. Discord link: https://discord.gg/6B2W9xZu

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  • Hate You, Love You.

    Hate You, Love You.

    Teen ACTION ROMANCE COMEDY

    4.49

    Adelaide Montessori Prep, school for the children of the rich and upper-class members of the social ladder. So what is Melody Jones doing in a school like that? One word: Scholarship. ......................... Meet Melody: Melody is not a damsel in distress. She's witty, sassy, and badass, but one person just seems to irk her every time: Jason Blunt. Meet Jason: Son of a famous model and hot shot lawyer, Jason is living the high life: luxury vacations, private jets and designer everything. He seems to have it all but he just can't seem to stand one person: Melody Jones. But they both have secrets, and once they get woven into each other's web, it will change their perceptions about each other forever. Like they always say: There's always a fine line between love and hate. NOTE: Unless stated otherwise, this book would be told from the female lead's (Melody) perspective.

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  • Love To Hate You

    Love To Hate You

    The term "staying out of trouble" was completely lost on Rogue. He thrived on it. Toyed with it like an addict. He was the bad apple of our family, because he was addicted to gambling, drugs, and women. A loser in all three. It was pathetic. He never won. He was like a kid with a new toy. He'd play, get bored, and move on to the next thing. Always wanting something new. Always losing. I was asked to help him. Begged to make my stepbrother see the error of his ways. But a leopard can't change its spots. I knew it was a lost cause, but I got roped in. A cause that I was sure the hell going to lose! Because I gave him two things that I'd never planned to do: One was my heart and the other was a baby... Love to Hate You is created by Sarwah Creed, an eGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

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  • Teach me to hate you

    Teach me to hate you

    4.52

    " What else do you want from me Mei Ling? I love you and I do every fucking thing possible to show it why can't you just let me in?""Teach me to hate you""What?""After all you've done you want me to love you? Fine then you won,I love you but I swear with every drop of blood in me , with each strand of hair I'm going to change that love to hate...it's a promise" she pushed him off her body dragging the sheets along with her leaving the man naked in bed as he painfully stared at her retreating figure letting out a loud curse.P.s: this is not my cover

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  • I hate that I love You

    I hate that I love You

    Urban LOVETRIANGLE ARRANGEDMARRIAGE

    4.79

    Seeing her in someone else's arms, why did it feel like he had lost the entire world?``` He couldn't understand why he was acting like this. The unknown and indescribable amount of emotions welling up within threatened to rip his heart apart. Moomal! He called out to her but only silence replied to him. She finally removed her hand from the lock. Before Huzaifa could understand what was going on she suddenly turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck, locking him in a tight embrace. He was shocked by her sudden intimacy yet he subconsciously grabbed onto her waist and held her tighter to his body, their bodies were pressing against one another intensely that it seemed like they would melt into each another. "I hate that I love you so much..." Her soft words felt like a hammer to his heart, and the peace he had felt for two moments added to his distress even more. The pain he goes through. He still feels broken. Who will fix his cracks?

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  • Love & Hate

    Love & Hate

    I start hating Oliver just after his older brother Christian's death. I drag him down a road of humiliation and pain to try to cope with what his brother did to me. A few months after Christian's passing, Oliver leaves town, and for the next two years, he is absent from my life. The demons claw their way back in, and I must learn to live with the secret that has destroyed me. Now I'm starting a new life, away from Gargle and away from my past, but everything crashes when I see Oliver the first day at university. It's clear that many things have changed since we've been apart. Now he is captain of the rugby team and the most popular bloke on campus. Then he makes a bet and gives me an ultimatum: I leave Braxton forever and start somewhere else, or I stay and play his game... because he's never forgotten that it was me who ruined his life two years ago. Love & Hate is created by Joanna Mazurkiewicz, an eGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

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  • Mated to the alpha I hate

    Mated to the alpha I hate

    "You are mine alone and no one else would have you" Jayden the school's well known bully and an unrepentant playboy shrieked at her and she frowned anger seething through her."Point of correction, I would never be yours so get that into your thick stupid skull"."Get away from me for I have a have a boyfriend who awaits me" Rhoda yelled at him pushing him off and walking away from his sight.Jayden was the school's head bully. Once you refused to sleep with him, he would bully you till you succumbed.In Rhoda's case, she was strong headed and refused to be affected by his bullies.She ignored him and bare whatever thing he does to her as long as he never saw her panties.She was finally happy she when they entered their final class as would soon be freed from his bully but it looked like the moon goddess hated her and would never let her be happy "so she thought".Rhoda's world crumbled the day she finally turned 18 and discovered that her boyfriend Luca who had been with her ever since she was 8 wasn't his mate, rather it was Jayden whom she dreaded. Jayden was grateful as the strong headed girl would finally melt in his hands. But was Luca who rejected his mate a year ago for his girlfriend ever going to allow Jayden have what was his?Would Rhoda ever accept Jayden as her mate?Would Jayden be letting her go just because they might refuse? Read on to find out in this fantastic novel.

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  • Love to Hate You.

    Love to Hate You.

    Carter Prescott is one of those guys who has it all. Wealthy family…check. Good looks…check. Brains to match all that brawn…check. And let’s not even talk about all those sculpted muscles (no—seriously, I don’t want to talk about them). The guy works out like it’s his job. Did I mention that he’s one of this year’s top NFL draft picks? Sure, maybe in the beginning I was taken in by his pretty face and gorgeous body. What girl with a beating pulse wouldn’t be? But his obnoxious presence killed any attraction I might have felt a long time ago. All right, fine…that’s not altogether true. The guy is smoking hot, okay? There, I admitted it. Sheesh. But that doesn’t mean he’s not a conceited jerk. Carter is my cousin’s best friend, and thanks to the fugue state I must have been in when I agreed to this living arrangement, he’s my roommate for senior year. Love to Hate You is created by Jennifer Sucevic, an EGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

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  • I Hate Gods

    I Hate Gods

    Fantasy ROMANCE R18 COMEDY MAGIC WEAKTOSTRONG HAREM OVERPOWERED SLICEOFLIFE LEVELUP VIDEOGAME

    4.4

    "Gods are worthless…" The life of Jack, an average human being living a life of luxury suddenly took a turn for the worse at the discovery of his ability - the ability to resurrect the dead. Countless gods are after his innate ability to raise the dead, and will do anything to acquire it… The power to revive any of their fallen slaves. Faced with a threat bigger than anticipated, Jack does not shrink or back down, he rises against the heavens and hunts down every single god after his power. From realm to realm and world to world, Jack finds himself slaughtering gods like pigs just to survive. With a goddess as his companion, a family to be protected, and an ensemble of heroes supporting him, and the Superior Creator in his favour, Jack faces countless calamities. Gods rained thunder on his mansion and made him homeless. Sent down fireballs from the sky upon his Bugatti and wrecked his car. Released an army of undead upon him and completely ruined his days of peace Fed up with the incessant torture, Jack embarks on a journey to hunt down the gods, and rid himself of deadly threats. === === Tags: [Demons and Gods] [No Incest/NTR/Rape] [Harem and Smut] [Weak to Strong] [Swords, Guns, and Magic] [Dungeons] [Face Slapping] [War and Kingdom Building] [Conquer] [Video Games and Parallel Worlds] [Hidden Realities] [Supernatural] === === Author's Stone Goals: 400 Weekly PS(Power Stones) - 2 Chapters Instant Mass Release! 800 Weekly PS(Power Stones) - 3 Chapter Instant Mass Release! 1000 Weekly PS(Power Stones) - 4 Chapters Instant Mass Release!

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  • Hate Me or Date Me

    Hate Me or Date Me

    Teen COMEDY SLICEOFLIFE CAMPUS TEEN ENEMIESTOLOVERS HEARTTHROB

    Lorelei Jung is your not-so-typical popular girl on campus. Her sassy vibe and high-pitched voice made people think she’s an arrogant, selfish, and manipulative queen bee, but she’s the complete opposite.Her university life was full of rainbows and butterflies. Everyone loved her, except for Jace Lee — a mean-looking computer science student who feels annoyed whenever they have an encounter.Will their encounters only brew tension and hatred between them or will it turn into something else? Read on to know how things develop between them!---The art on the cover is not mine. Credits to original artist/owner!

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  • Love Hate Relationship Series

    Love Hate Relationship Series

    "Three rules:Don't talk to me,Don't touch me,Stay out of my business."Hearing that from her supposed husband on their wedding night, Sasha White or rather Sasha Brown had to question herself about the meaning of marriage.Being married to the handsome billionaire, Michael Brown, Sasha couldn't explain her joy course as fate will have it, she had been crushing on him since their school days but couldn't pursue him due to the fact that it was know the whole school, that he is gay.Publisher:i&i Publisher

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  • FROM HATE TO LOVE

    FROM HATE TO LOVE

    Archer Martin a notorious Playboy who play around with women heart. A bad boy who allergic to word "marriage"!Ysabella Cullen a beautiful and kind hearted doctor. Her mother died and his father remarry. Being mistreated by his own father, step mother and sister. Never her whole dream she will be wife of Archer MartinTwo different people a guy whose every women loved and a girl whose being unloved by her own family.Join and found out their interesting story together.Will marriage bound them together? Or separate them

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